batal :(

lokasi di lab DKG 5

jam 10.10 

kelas batal

knp batal??susah payah aku bgn pg2 nk g kls

waktu tido yg sgt merugikan

rasa sgt2 rugi

aku da agak da kls batal dat why aku rase mls je nk pegi klslakn

dan2 je..huhuhu

nk balik kesian lak kt enun nt balik gn bus lak dia

xpela stay smpai kul 12 je

pastu mkn

balik tido

 

ngantok gile..mana xnya tido lmbat mlm td

asyik gaduh gn beruk 2 je

mlm td rase mcm sedih sgt

knp "DIA" mcm 2

rasanya xda sape yg aku leh pcy

hisshh pe la nasib ini

xpela better aku diam jela dr gaduh gn dia

semua salah aku ok

 

im sorry :(

lelaki??

lelaki??

kenapa insan yg bernama lelaki perlu wujud kt kolej aku ni

ok 1st of all, unt pengetahuan sebelum ni kolej aku

yg digelar Dewan Penginapan SME Bank

hanya menghimpunkan puteri2 sahaja

tp semester ni pihak kolej da buat pembaharuan

dgn alasan kolej ni lemah xda student lelaki

hishhhh, narrow minded tol

ingat kla xda lelaki kolej ni xleh jadi juara pape ke

tp mmg pn, agak ketinggal sedikit dr kolej laen

tp taraf 5bintang msh kekal mjadi milik kami

hahahaha..terbaek

hisshhhh aku bukan ape, cume xselesa je

sb aku duk tingkat bawah skali dpn court badminton

court 2 tempat aku n geng aku lepak 2

semenjak bdk laki ada, da jadi mcm piala thomas la plak tiap2 ptg

 dpn bilik aku plak 2..

bising yg teramat

1 lagi masalah, knpla bdk laki ni suke melalui beranda tepi bilik

pastu blh plak ckp2

aku sound blh plak dia bls balik

memg kurang ajaq bdk junior ni

hahahaha..bajek senior je aku

skung kiteorang

sampaikan xblh nk bukak tingkap bagai

dulu selamba je kuar sidai baju pakai boxer

skung xda mknenya nk pakai semua 2

hishhhh rimasla mcmni

xsuke xsuke xsuke

riot, riot riot

:(

suke!!!

ok x??hahahaha..ni percubaan pertama aku pakai inner dwi tone g kls..

aku sebenarnya bukan ape, aku da gile pakai selendang g kls

bkn aku hipokrit ke ape

tp kite kenala berubah..

aku xkisahla org nk ckp aku hipokrit ke sb g kls pakai tudung

so wut, xmintak duit korang pn kn nk beli tudung ni

hahahaha

i love dis!!!!

MASUM ooooo MASUM

wah im back

lame gile x update blog ini..rasenya da dkt sebulan

bukan xda mase, mls semenjak ada org mrh aku bloging

gile!!

ni baru ada mood nk update blog ni

act aku baru balik dr myertai Sukan Universiti Malaysia (MASUM)

yang berlangsung di stadium tertutup Nilai pd 25-28 May

yg dihoskan oleh Universiti Sains Islam Malaysia (USIM)

setelah penat lelah aku training slame ni, aku hny mampu myumbang pingat gangsa shj

rase bslah yang tidak terhingga kpd coach

krn tidak bermain mgikut terma dan syarat beliau

btw a big TQ 2 my coach sb da byk bg tunjuk ajar

yg xterhingga

berbaloi or tidak aku menangis slame ni

merajuk gn coach da byk kali da

mcm2 aku ni

kesian coach aku...rase bsalah

kami sayang coach kami

u re d bestla Kak Yu

xpela nk buat mcm ne

next Masum blh cube lg

hehehehe..

chaiyokkkkk

rindu my family taekwondo

me n my beloved coach

uum team

stuck!!!

dem!! dem!! dem!!! dem!!

asal ni??

hisshhhhh i sbnrnya stuck ni

dilema gn diri sendiri

samaada nk potong rambut ke x

hmmmm tension + stress + tekanan

sb dari minggu lps duk pikiq nk potong ke x

ceh3, be4 tu da jnji da smlm nk update pasal exam

ngeee, 2 sum1 (my monster hijau) tq 4 d calling

huhuhuhu

pangilan anda memberi vitamin unt i jwb exam gn baik

alhamdulilah dpt jwb exam td

tp xtawla dpt mark bape..

huhuhu

tp yg xbestny paen still xangkt i kol

i pn xpasti samaada dia majuk gn i atau x

hmmm sbnrnya hal kecik je

pasal kisah dgn xkisah je tajuk pergaduhan ni

hahahahaa

im sory terEMO dgn u

pppiiisssss pi jauh2 mood xbaik ni

xpe esok okla 2 bdk gendut 2

ngeeee

ok berbalik kpd cite yg asal (cite psl rmbut pendek)

huhuhuhu

sangat teruja nk potong rmbut pendek ni

tp ok ke gn muke i

enun ckp xok sb muke i panjangla apela

neny ckp ok unt perubahan

hmmm i setuju gn neny

PERUBAHAN

yes!!!! kite perlukan perubahan dlm idup kite

dari form 3 rmbut pnjang smpai ke ari ni

xbosan ke org sekeliling i tgk i yg same je

maybe i kena buat perubahan (bertukar **)

huhuhuhu

tp masalahnya i dilema samaada rambut pendek 2 ok ke x, cantik ke x, sesuai ke x

takut nt i bosan gn rmbut pendek 2 n xleh nk kmbalikan rmbut asal

hmmmm konfius, stress

stuck diantara keinginan dgn perubahan

wawawawawawawa

entahla

mlm ni nk tido letak tgn kt kepala

n pikiq samaada nk potong ke x rambut ni

yeeaaahhh

kite tunggu hasilnya esok

huhuhu

okla rasenya nk tido da ni

da kul 4 lbh ni

hissshhh kla time exam mgantuk je

kla xexam kul 4 xtido lg

dem!!

ank sapo la ni

ngeeee :)

         panjang kpd pendek seperti dibawah..ok x??

         huhuhuuhuhuhu..

sangat2 teruja..suke2..ngeeee

tgk hasilnya esok..samada i potong ke x..

dddiiisshhh

xdapat tido...ngeeee

sory sory sory

sory sory sory sory

bape byk sory da

ngeeeee...lame gile i xupdate blog ni

bukan mls tp xda mase je...

buzi semenjak balik tournement dr UMS ari 2 langsung2 xbukak blog ni

huhuhu..sgt2 buzi ngn rutin harian

ni da bulan peperiksaan

da nk abes pn exam i ni

4hb akn menutupi tirai i sebagai student semester 4

yeeeahhh congrats 2 me faster

hehehehehe

hhhhhuuuhhhhhhh (keluhan pnjang nmpak)

hehehee...penat wwooo setiap ari training

i da mcm keja buruh kasar da

stiap ptg blh dikatakan

semenjak exam ni kurang sikit training tp tertakluk kpd terma&syarat (jadual exam)

sob, sob sob

sedih woooo

awat??

nggeeeee nk tahu ekkk

yela sdhla sb coach guna picture i kt portal nk buat kad atlet nt MASUM

hmmm kla dak UUM tawla mcm ne pic kt portal 2

hmmmm dgn dipakse memakai tudung lg mse sem 1

muke hingusan+selenga je beb

hukhukhuk

ni gara2 i balik ke kuantan selama 2 hari

sb 2 xsempat nk bg pic i kt dia

i bukan mls training tp blik umah

amik camera n yg plg pnting my sis (kak ina blik dr uk)

bkn sng nk jmp, my sis bkn blik bulan2, da 8buln xblik

yeeahhh rindu yg amat

dan tujuan yg utama i balik adalah......

jeng jeng jeng

seperti biasa mgumpulkan zakat fitrah unt diri i

huhuhu

pe lg balik paw duitla

da byk benda kt dlm kepala ni nk beli

bertuah betuila

anak sapo ni...kikikikik

tp xpe

i berkhidmat unt UUM, hny mengikut arahan phk atasan

coach i adalah yg terbaik

ngeeee

esok exam paper en.zaim

i arap paper ni i akan dpt A

yeeeaahhh

wisshhh me luck

da xtaw nk tulis pe xda ide time ni..mybe esok pas exam update lg blog ni

huhuhu

adiossssss!!!

forgetting

someone request me to forget everything about you

he told me to lie to you that i hate you. 

he asked me to leave you.

i know i love you i know i like you. 

but sometimes things cant go the way tht you wanted.

i realy wanted to be with you but i cant. im not a good person.

i dont want u to be worst cause of me.

im sorry.

i'll delete every single memories about you,

every texts tht you texts me,

your number,

your sweet talk,

everything. included the way you care about me

 i dont want this to happen but this the only way to make you move on

 i dont want you to love me anymore.

i dont want anything from you anymore.

i dont deserve anything from you.

well, i just thot i could forget about you but i see theres something i just cant do.

from the way you hold me to the sweet things you told me.

im sorry im doing this.

  IMS SORRYY! 

take care always,

i'll try to forget you.

xabes-abes

xpayahla nk bukak cite lame

kla awk nk kwn gn kwn2 sy dipersilakan

ayat yg xblh bla

dia msg i thru fb

4 ur information, i xpenah bukak cite lame kite

xpenah nk cite pasal hal kite

pasal kenangan kite

pasal kite gaduh ke

pasal keburukan u

xpenah sama sekali

xakan sama sekali

never, never, never

4 ur info jgk

ur fren add me thru FB

n i coment status dia 2 say TQ coz adding me n keep in touch

n she reply

we'll keep in touch dear..

coz i think i know sum1 dat u know as well..
nice havin u here in my fb..

i tny dia balik

wut do u mean?

n she reply again

tttuuupp (bukan name sbnar) is my exschool mate..
we r in the same primary sch..
sori if u dun really like to hear that.

hmmm i tny dia balik

how come do u knw

lol chill la

sb i rase xda pape pn..relex sudala

sB 2 i reply mcm 2

n she reply again n again

haha..
ur bro add me ysterday..
saw that on his wall..
sori babe..
im not stalkin u o wutsoeva..... See More
=P

i tny dia lg

oo really...but mcm ne u tahu i ex ttuuuppp??dia ckp ehh..huuhu..dont wory, if u nk ckp u awek baru dia, its ok, i wont 2 demolish dis lovely couple like urs

n she reply

hahaha..
me n him..?
no way babe..!
we r close frens since zaman ingus mleleh2 lg..
n im attached to sum1 else obviously..

hmmm 2 adalah bukti yg i xckp pape pn kt ur fren bout us

coz nothing between us

bout kenangan kite

let it be!!!!!

to ttuuupp i arap u suda2la pk buruk2 pasal i

dr kite couple sampai skung

xabes2

yup

i mgaku yg i org jahat dlm hubungan kite

n i hope u 4give me

n i knw KARMA come 2 pay me back

dont worry

wut we give n we get back

same goes like us

so chill suda

im sorry if i have 2 tell d world about dis..

well, guess what..

u make me do dis!!

i cannot take it anymore!!!!!

OMG

where are you now?

 Where are you now ?
When I need you the most.
Why don't you take my hand .
I want to be close.
Take my hand and walk with me,
When nothing is going right.
I can't see the light.
So take my hand and walk with me,
show me what to be.
I need you to set me free.
Now that I'm half grown.
Why are we far apart?
I feel all alone.

i really miss u my TH

Instead of Dont forget...why not just forget

okay, so i've been crushing on this guy for months already i guess

lets juz refer him as GENDUT
maybe its time for me to forget bout the guy
he's not worth it anyway
he takes me for granted despite him knowing that i like him
he's a total douchebag...

piya likes to call him monkey :p
people keep telling me i deserve someone better than him
even Merot's bf said so
one of my friends said i'm not suitable for him coz i'm da EXTROVERT type

and Gendut's the slow type

but 4 me imposibble i fall in love wit him

coz in my heart juz ada name TH
so Syi....you should totally forget bout him
he may be good-looking n funny...but he's not the one
i know one day my Romeo will come
i just have to wait...

officially missing u

All I hear is raindrops

Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I’m officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially

All I do is lay around
Two ears full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all
I don’t know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say
That I’m officially missing you

Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way
To let go of you

haters

 so....i just found out that someone hates me so much

and wanna know what the reason was? 

it was because i hang out a lot with guys...pfft
that girl hates me coz i hang out with guys...WTH???
if you haven't noticed yet....it's called SOCIALIZING
she's just jealous coz i hang out a lot with her crushes...LOL
the more she hates me...the more i become strongers
and....he's trying to influence others to hate me too
ain't gonna work coz like miera quote 

"don't worry syi, you have bigger influence than she does"
take THAT!
if you're jealous coz i attract more guys than you do...

then that's your problem
you don't have to drag other people to hate me

just becoz of your childish behaviour
 

GROW UP~!!!