haters

 so....i just found out that someone hates me so much

and wanna know what the reason was? 

it was because i hang out a lot with guys...pfft
that girl hates me coz i hang out with guys...WTH???
if you haven't noticed yet....it's called SOCIALIZING
she's just jealous coz i hang out a lot with her crushes...LOL
the more she hates me...the more i become strongers
and....he's trying to influence others to hate me too
ain't gonna work coz like miera quote 

"don't worry syi, you have bigger influence than she does"
take THAT!
if you're jealous coz i attract more guys than you do...

then that's your problem
you don't have to drag other people to hate me

just becoz of your childish behaviour
 

GROW UP~!!!

rindu serindu2nya

wah, rindu serindu rindunya

asal balik umah je

rindu taekwondo

tp asal je balik uum malas nk training

patutnya mlm ni i training kul 8.30mlm smpai 11 mlm

hmmm rindu gilbert

rindu coach

rindu member TKD

rindu foyel

rindu gym

rindu padang

----statement my coach (kak yu)----

[eleh syikin kla duk umah rindu r nk training

kla ada uum ni mls

training mcm tait

kick slow mcm xmkn

uniform xpakai

org tendang sikit

"sakit kak yu"

pastu wat muke xpuas ati r..

kla sakit2 g main congkak]

hahaha..rindu kate2 tu

2 kate2 semangat

hmmm slalu sakit

sakit sakit sakit

slalu nagis dlm hati

knp korang traning slalu tendang aku kuat2

kla aku tendang kuat2 ada plak org buat muke

hmmm arif je phm org yg aku mksdkan 2

hahahaha

rindu korang semua

kakyu, kak iman, kak hayat, dila, ain, puti,nik, kak linda, justin, abg arif, abg awie, tan, kak wana, abg yan,

korang memg TerBaekkkkk

hahahaha

lg2 coach yg sengallll

buat lawak memanjang

 

 

 

 

 

 

p/s..love u all..muah3

Playgurl Terhormat?

 To Syed Adam Akiluddin

thanks you so much 4 calling me Playgurl Terhormat Lahanat

looks like u dont have the balls 2 say it 2 my face

which show how much Pathetic LOSER u re!

ko memg dasar BABI, BASTARD!!!

aku da byk kali malukn ko kt facebook,twitter

why degil sgt

weh loser, listen 2 me

skali ko da buat tait kt aku

aku xkn maafkan ko smpai bile2

maybe ko da xingat ape yg ko da buat kt aku

tp aku ingat smpai bile2

adam, sdrla yg hubugan kite da lame MATI

pls la ADAM, stop msg my bro

col my mum

stop k

jgn merayu lg

i had enough with u

enough is enough

pls stop bothering my life

 i HATE, i HATE

stop d drama

u hurting me

do u knw wut?

wht ur problem?

im not intresting in ur life

so dont step into mine

suke ati mak bapak akula

aku nk kuar gn mane2 laki ke

tukar2 laki ke

dis is not ur own busnes

i FUCKIN hate u

do u realize it?

eeiiiiii

ko slalu tny aku knp xblh trime ko lg

aku byk kali ckp yg ko Curang

no need 2 explain

ko pham x

n ko tny aku why i think dat way?

why?nk tahu sgt..

its not dat i think dat way

its  fact.

u re rite, i used 2 love u

but i no longer have any fellings toward u now

whether u think im hateful or dat i have changed.

whether im doing well or not

it has nothing 2 do with u

 i really like d way i am now

therefore u sudden  appearance is nothing

but a nightmare..

clear now?

good!!!

im sorry if i have 2 tell d world about dis..

well, guess what..

u make me do dis!!

i cannot take it anymore!!!!!

GOD PLEASE!!! arrrgghh

my valentine

If there were no words,
no way to speak,
I would still hear you
If there were no tears,
no way to feel inside
I’d still feel for you

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart, until the end of time
You’re all I need,
my love, my valentine

All of my life,
I have been waiting for,
all you give to me
You’ve opened my eyes,
and showed me how to love unselfishly

I’ve dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams I couldn’t love you more
I will give you my heart  until the end of time
You’re all I need,
my love, my valentine

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart, until the end of time
’cause all I need,
is you, my valentine
You’re all I need,
my love, my valentine

 ii

hari kekasih?

 14 feb??

hari kekasih?

wat d hell lol

terpangil unt conteng entry paling menyengal mlm ni

sgt sengal

buat pe nk pk

u ada pakwe ke syi?

hahahaha

apela nasib aku ni

xpenah celebrate ape itu namenya Hari kekasih

nikmatkah ia?

mesti couple2 kuar celebrate mlm ni

bahagianya diaorg

jelessss

knp hati ni xterbukak unt trime laki len

mungkin xdapat nk lupenya tttttuuuupp

hishhh2 da lupela kt dia

 cume hati ni ego sgt

pdn muke xdapat rase

hari kekasih

waawawa sedihnya

alangkah indahnya kla hari ni

ada laki yg lamar i jd awek dia

ciap blh g celebrate lg

wawawa

xpe kali ni kla sape2 lamar i,

i akn trime

xkn tolak lg

2 pn kla menepati citarasa la

wakakaka

syi syi syi

sengallllllll

totally shit i tell u!!

u think im innocent???
well i AM u dumbass!
first of all....there's no such thing as a "nameless" profile on facebook
im not dat stupid to even believe that bullshit
second of all....ur TOTALLY trying to cover up for sumone
i told u once and im gonna tell u again
I FUCKIN HATE LIARS!
so dun u go all "i-don't-know-who-she-is" with me
and u noe what pisses me off da MOST?
is da fact dat u lied to me and doubted me at da 1st place
how could you??!!
ur like da closest guy friend i had and ur doubting me
and dat rumor is sooooooooo not true and sooooooooo not my style
i dun go and tell people bout lame and stupid things like dat rumor u mentioned
and i'm pissed off when u said "i'm pretty sure she's one of your friends"
when u said dat....dat indicates dat ur assuming/accusing me of saying all those bullshit stuff
u may have apologised....but im not dat kinda person who takes apologies easily
so don't expect me to be all nice to u
coz for me rite now...ur nothing but an ass
i don't hate you....but what you said to me was unacceptable

dear malissa dayana

dear Lisa

please do not force me to forgive him
u already noe the answer

NO means NO

even if u make him tell u da truth...he won't tell who da culprit is
i am stubborn...i dun care if its already a week
i can make it a month or more
its him dats making it worse
okay...maybe im making it worse too
but he's not being honest...i can't take that
it's just too painful to noe dat 1 of ur closest friend is lying to ur face and not telling da truth
i do miss the trio moments we had together back then
but those moments are not gonna happen anymore and u noe it
i noe ur tired of all of this...im tired too
im tired of bawling my eyes out & people asking me why im all moody
so please...don't force me into forgiving him
not until he's being honest...

 

 

heartless!!

 

home sweet home..yyiihhaa

wawawawa

home sweet home

hepy bile da sampai terminal bus kuantan

suasana pg yg indah dr sintok

wawawa

hepy sgt

tp kepala still pening

CCM da dtg jemput

breakfuuuss yg sedap

hmm xnk balik UUM

bebas dr kls

bebas dr asgnmt

yg paling bebas dr training

hahaha

coach jgn marah ehh

lalalalala

da planing nk pi Gambang waterpark

mcm yg HOK (ismail ishak) bgtaw 2

beriala sgt nk tgk 

bunyi cam gempak

tp xleh nk ckp lagila

sb HOK 2 bukan blh pakai mane pn ckp dia

huhuhu

wawawa

going 2 sambung tito

ngantok pening

rindu seseorg

sekian

org ckp jgn ym, ym jgk..nah amik

Show Recent Messages (F3)

mD. HisHam: dear....

mD. HisHam: plz 4give me..

BUZZ!!!

syi: xda papela

mD. HisHam: i bce blog u td

mD. HisHam: huk2

mD. HisHam: jgn la bnci kt i smpi cm2

mD. HisHam:

mD. HisHam: im still luv u as my BFF

syi: no

syi: im not ur bff k

syi: fullstop

mD. HisHam: syi........

mD. HisHam: plzz..

mD. HisHam: i didnt 2 mke u hurt like dis

mD. HisHam: u r still my fren

mD. HisHam: my very2 best fren

mD. HisHam: i nvr 4get abt wat we hv share

mD. HisHam: wat we hv done

mD. HisHam: i nvr 4get it..

mD. HisHam: i syg u..

syi: kelakar

syi: enough okkkkk

mD. HisHam: plzz

syi: u nk i publish ke ape yg u ym ni?

mD. HisHam: im srius now

mD. HisHam: its up 2 u

mD. HisHam: dis is juz a msg dat i gave 2 u

mD. HisHam: i juz xnk gado2

mD. HisHam: i nk u jd BFF i

syi: eehhh

syi: u phm x

syi: i xkn kwn gn org da wat tait kt i

syi: u jnji nk buat i hepy jekan

syi: tp x

mD. HisHam: hmmm

syi: sedih r buat kwn mcm 2

syi: pe r

syi: da r

syi: mls r nk pk

mD. HisHam: i know i've some badthngs 2 u

syi: let it be

mD. HisHam: syi...

mD. HisHam: cm2 laa

syi: da i nk g kls

syi: stop bothering me

mD. HisHam: i dh hlg org yg i syg

mD. HisHam: now i hlg kwn yg i syg

syi: im not in d mood

syi: enough kkkkkkkkkkkkkk

mD. HisHam: hmmm

mD. HisHam: hope u 4give me

mD. HisHam: its d happiest thng 4 me if u 4give me

mD. HisHam: u r still my bff

syi: shaadddapppp

mD. HisHam: im sory...

mD. HisHam: im so sory...

mD. HisHam: syi...................

mD. HisHam: plz 4give me

mD. HisHam:

Last message received on 10/02 at 13:10

BUZZ!!!

Gone..for good!!

 

heartless bcoz of my BFF

 

 you're no longer here

you're gone for good this time
i won't see you anymore
i won't be able to see that scruffy hair of yours anymore
i won't be able to see your "model-wannabe-walk" anymore
i won't be able to see that cuttie face of yours anymore

i won't be able to see the webcam of yours anymore
i won't be able to see that ignorant expression you give me all the time anymore
you'll never know how much you mean to me
you'll never know how much i like you despite what my friends say about you
you'll never know how much i will miss the times when you're being funny
you'll never know how much it hurts me to see you being like this
you are my friend...my crush...
i wish nothing but happiness for you
i hope you do realize how much me and the others care for you


i'll be missing you....tttuuutttt

scandal lg??

 hahaha

sape suh ejek aku

sape suh ngnjing aku

sape suh perli aku

sape suh mgata aku

wahahaha

amik ko da tbongkar rahsiamu

perhatian dunia

azril arfien atau name manjenya afin, edy, boy, vavi

punyai kekasih gelap

kesian kekasihnya kak iqa

hahaha

amik ko fin

kate katku ngat

hahaha

budussssssssss

knp perlu nk keneng2kn aku gn adam lg ni

adooiii bikin panasla lu fin

bikin malu

bikin filem lg bagus

let gone by gone la

hahaahaha

aku xda nafsu unt laki lg buat mase skung

impact TH bg kt aku besar gile kot

hahaha

pesanan

len kali hati2 nk malukan aku

see ape yg aku da buat

pdn muke

wakaka

 

ni bukan kwn dia..

ni scandal dia

tengku noranis..

hahaha

pity u iqa

remind me 2 sum1 dat i love..

OMG

why tibe2 i ingat kt arwah

hmm tibe2

why???

pls syi

i dont want 2 make d same mistake again..

what should i do to make me feel better?

i'm not strong enough to pretend to be what i am now

setiap hari rindu dia

why??

THIS IS SO UNFAIR!!!..

why me sgt rindu kamu??

ya tuhan, 

huhuhu

sal gn i ni

jiwang gile kot entry mlm ni

wwwoohooo

corfirm if my bro bace dia mgjing babas r..

huhuhu

cant wait until 2morow

me going 2 back home

kuantan, wait 4 me

ceeehhceceehhh

" i want nobody2 but u

how can i be with another

i dont want any other

i want nobody but u"

hahaha

teringat gile if dgr lagu ni

currently me listening 2 dis song

wwahahaha..

rindu wwoo

ingat wwooo

but syi must be strong lol 

klik dis link n nikmati lagu ni

lagu ni remind me 2 sum1 dat i love

tiap2 mlm nynyikan lagu ni unt dia

hahaha

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lCwNt3DQtGg 

bengang+sedih

nonsense!!!idiot!!!stupid!!

i tot u re my BFF

 but smpai hati delete my post

if anybody else yg buat mcm 2 fine 2 me

but u..

sory 2 say

sedih

i wanna cry out louddddddddd

why??

be4 dis dat statement biase je kite post kt wall ant 1 same len

but why dis time u delete dat post

aku tahu ko takut EX gf  ko bacekn

u said u dont care bout her

in fact in deeply our heart

u still love her

dont try 2 tipu me

u knoe me well rite

i fucking hate Liars

clear!!

if u nk dia sgt g merayu kt dia

just stick wit her

i dont care at all ok!!

kla takut sgt ur EX jeles sgt gn i

kepada Nurul ttttttttttuuup (ur ex)

nothing between me n sham

kami adalah kwn yg sgt baik

kwn dlm susah dan senang

we share everything

so stop jelesiiiiiiiiiiiiiii wit me

2 hisham ramli, 

from d on now

i xkn pedulik kt u lg

no more msg

no more calling

i akn anggap u mcm kwn i yg len

no more BFF!!!

dat why i da delete ur pic kt album kwn2 yg i sayangi

maybe i hate u already

how dare u u hurt me

u promise me 2 make me hepy

but u hurt me wit ur !@#$!!****

i hate u!!

 

hate u damn much

u re not my BFF anymore

Baby are u down, down, down, down, down

so i've been down lately

yes....i was being moody for like a few days

and paen noticed it

and then he told iqa & fina bout it

and now everyone's worried bout me :S

some say i'm down because of this...the others say it's because of that

hmm....dunno....i guess i am down bout something

the other day i was feeling a bit hyperactive

now i'm down again

i feel like crying my eyes out

i need someone to hug me now

i need paen rite now because he's always there for me

the thing that HE said to me the other night

it was really nothing...but it felt like a bitch slap to me

i cried bout it...while listening to Hannah Montana's Don't Wanna Be Torn

i don't know when i'm gonna be okay again

people think i'm already fine and i'm not down anymore

but the truth is....i'm STILL down

kejadahnya ni!!!

ngantok, bosan, boring, ngok ngek, ting tong, kosng, empty, infinity, loser, suck

hny dgn kate2 ni blh gmbarkn betapa boringnya aku

kt kls td..

seharian suntuk mgadap slide

mgadap lect

mgadap kwn2 yg sengal

mgadap classmate yg poyosss

ape pandang2, sepak kung bawu tahu!!

hish ngntok..seriusshit aku pegi kls full hari ni..

xda ponteng 1 kls pn

xtipu..sumpah..

hahaha

tahniah unt diri aku sendiri

maybe pasni kena bg reward kt diri sendiri

sb da bjaya buang sikap mls 2

wakakaka

mata da tutp rapat tp ttarik gn msg ala2 FaceBooking lia

wakakaka

masuk line jerus join

2 jela keje

g kls pn bukan concntrte kt lect 

tp duk main fboking kt blakang

wakakaka

hishh

agak2 r

result tetap gempak beb

wwuuhhuu

bangga gn diri sendiri

wweeekkk 

nk muntah

 

 facebooking ala kuliah..wakaka

kelas kak aily lak duk merepek gn *lan'nun* 

refer 2 limi+enun=psgn suami isteri

why he col me Hajah??

alwaz like dat!!

hajah syi?

hajah asyikin??

hahaha

belum g haji da pangil aku hajah

sb sebelum ni xpenah pakai tudung

finally pakai jgk..pegi kls jela..

xpenah miss pakai tudung

love tudung so much

muaahh3

obses

pegi mane2 mesti nk beli tudung

wakakaka

pegi kls td..huhuhu

histeria

"knock knock"

bile bukak pin2 xda org

OMG, aku mimpi lg upenya

mlm td xdapat tido sb asyik teringat2 pasal histeria

al-fatihah unt student yg meninggal sb histeria 2

mintak tuhan jauhkanla aku dr semua 2

junior aku 2 beb yg meningal 2

juniorla sb dia sem 2..wakakaka

cian dia kena histeria

mgikut cite saksi yg nampak kejadian 2

bdk 2 kena histeria

pas2 dia lari2 kt selekoh ke gate utama kachi

n terjun bukit yg agak tinggi r

saksi xsempat nk halang dia da terjun

1st percubaan dia selamat sb ada org tolong bawak naik ats

pas2 tibe2 dia lari lg ke bukit 2 n terjun lg skali

xleh nk kate ape da

percubaan ke2 myebabkan dia meningal

hmmm aku agak memg dia kena rasutan yg mghasut dia

supaya dia terjun bukit 2

hmmm mcm kes yg bunuh bapa, nenek semua 2

diorg yg bunuh 2 sbnarnya xsedar pn ape yg diaorg buat

hmmm mcm2 trick ilmu hitam skung ni

nk myesatkan lg manusia

mintak dijauhi

skung ni ada jgk student yg umah dekat2 ni nk pindah balik umh depa da

mcm xselamat je uum ni

hmm kla da nk jd kt mane2 pn jd dow

wakakaka

harap mlm esok tido ku lena..

huhuhu

cinta baru

squash??

ala pandai ke ko main??

pndai2 xpndaila..kla nk lwn 2 leh r

(lea bajek expert dow)

aku myahut cabaran kwnku 2..hahaha

hahaha..turunla aku ptg td main benda 2..

xpenah2 main..

skali je main gn anaz awl sem ari 2 pas2 da xmain2 da

main kejap da penat

baruku tahu benda 2 sgt memenatkan..mcm ne la nicole david 2 leh main benda ni

wakakaka

penat gile

tp best

maybe kla training hari2 mesti aku expert

hahaha

esok mcm nk main lg.

da jatuh hati gn benda 2

huhuhu

 

  

gaya bajek teror je..hahhaa

aku tahu sape ko!!

Ya Tuhanku

perkataan ptama yg kuar dr mulut aku

bile dgr pasal si lahanat 2

hmmm td aku chatla with some1 yg dikatakn oleh lahanat 2

yg dia sgt baik gn org 2

tp aku tny bdk 2 dia ckp xrapat pn kwn gn lahanat 2

hmmm pelik

ape motif lahanat  ckp mcm 2 kt aku

hahahaa

hmmm nk bajek starla ko ehhh

sepandai2 tupai mlompat akhirnya jatuh ketanah jua..

hahaha

pepetah sekolah 2

bajek, poyoss, belagak

itu adalah personaliti lahanat 2

hmmm da2 la gngu aku

aku meluat tgk muke ko, dgr suare ko

sb ko jgk aku da xbaik gn slah sorg kwn taekwondo aku

knp perlu nk pisahkan gelaran kwn 2 ant aku gn ttttuuuppp

hahaha ada sensor plak

hmmm xpela aku xkisahla

lgpn dia kwn gn ttuuuppp lbh lamekn

sakit ati bile lahanat 2 nk halang aku kwn gn semua laki

ello..aku bkn awek, gf, beby, boo, mama,mumy syg, bunny ko k..

hahaha

jgn konkong hidup aku

sb aku bukan adik2 ko

so lahanat..aku benci ko

biar dunia tahu yg aku benci ko!!!

middle finger up!!

 

  

  

dis is lahanat yg dimaksudkan. lelong3