Friday, March 5, 2010

forgetting

someone request me to forget everything about you
he told me to lie to you that i hate you. 
he asked me to leave you.
i know i love you i know i like you. 
but sometimes things cant go the way tht you wanted.
i realy wanted to be with you but i cant. im not a good person.
i dont want u to be worst cause of me.
im sorry.
i'll delete every single memories about you,
every texts tht you texts me,
your number,
your sweet talk,
everything. included the way you care about me
 i dont want this to happen but this the only way to make you move on
 i dont want you to love me anymore.
i dont want anything from you anymore.
i dont deserve anything from you.
well, i just thot i could forget about you but i see theres something i just cant do.
from the way you hold me to the sweet things you told me.
im sorry im doing this.
  IMS SORRYY! 
take care always,
i'll try to forget you.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

xabes-abes

xpayahla nk bukak cite lame
kla awk nk kwn gn kwn2 sy dipersilakan

ayat yg xblh bla
dia msg i thru fb
4 ur information, i xpenah bukak cite lame kite
xpenah nk cite pasal hal kite
pasal kenangan kite
pasal kite gaduh ke
pasal keburukan u
xpenah sama sekali
xakan sama sekali
never, never, never

4 ur info jgk
ur fren add me thru FB
n i coment status dia 2 say TQ coz adding me n keep in touch
n she reply
we'll keep in touch dear..
coz i think i know sum1 dat u know as well..
nice havin u here in my fb..
i tny dia balik
wut do u mean?
n she reply again
tttuuupp (bukan name sbnar) is my exschool mate..
we r in the same primary sch..
sori if u dun really like to hear that.
hmmm i tny dia balik
how come do u knw
lol chill la
sb i rase xda pape pn..relex sudala
sB 2 i reply mcm 2

n she reply again n again
haha..
ur bro add me ysterday..
saw that on his wall..
sori babe..
im not stalkin u o wutsoeva..... See More
=P
i tny dia lg
oo really...but mcm ne u tahu i ex ttuuuppp??dia ckp ehh..huuhu..dont wory, if u nk ckp u awek baru dia, its ok, i wont 2 demolish dis lovely couple like urs
n she reply
hahaha..
me n him..?
no way babe..!
we r close frens since zaman ingus mleleh2 lg..
n im attached to sum1 else obviously..
hmmm 2 adalah bukti yg i xckp pape pn kt ur fren bout us
coz nothing between us
bout kenangan kite
let it be!!!!!

to ttuuupp i arap u suda2la pk buruk2 pasal i
dr kite couple sampai skung
xabes2
yup
i mgaku yg i org jahat dlm hubungan kite
n i hope u 4give me
n i knw KARMA come 2 pay me back
dont worry
wut we give n we get back
same goes like us
so chill suda
im sorry if i have 2 tell d world about dis..
well, guess what..
u make me do dis!!
i cannot take it anymore!!!!!
OMG

where are you now?

 Where are you now ?
When I need you the most.
Why don't you take my hand .
I want to be close.
Take my hand and walk with me,
When nothing is going right.
I can't see the light.
So take my hand and walk with me,
show me what to be.
I need you to set me free.
Now that I'm half grown.
Why are we far apart?
I feel all alone.
i really miss u my TH

Monday, March 1, 2010

Instead of Dont forget...why not just forget

okay, so i've been crushing on this guy for months already i guess
lets juz refer him as GENDUT
maybe its time for me to forget bout the guy
he's not worth it anyway
he takes me for granted despite him knowing that i like him
he's a total douchebag...
piya likes to call him monkey :p
people keep telling me i deserve someone better than him
even Merot's bf said so
one of my friends said i'm not suitable for him coz i'm da EXTROVERT type
and Gendut's the slow type
but 4 me imposibble i fall in love wit him
coz in my heart juz ada name TH
so Syi....you should totally forget bout him
he may be good-looking n funny...but he's not the one
i know one day my Romeo will come
i just have to wait...

officially missing u

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I’m officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially

All I do is lay around
Two ears full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all
I don’t know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say
That I’m officially missing you

Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way
To let go of you