Friday, February 19, 2010

haters

 so....i just found out that someone hates me so much
and wanna know what the reason was? 
it was because i hang out a lot with guys...pfft
that girl hates me coz i hang out with guys...WTH???
if you haven't noticed yet....it's called SOCIALIZING
she's just jealous coz i hang out a lot with her crushes...LOL
the more she hates me...the more i become strongers
and....he's trying to influence others to hate me too
ain't gonna work coz like miera quote 
"don't worry syi, you have bigger influence than she does"
take THAT!
if you're jealous coz i attract more guys than you do...
then that's your problem
you don't have to drag other people to hate me
just becoz of your childish behaviour
 
GROW UP~!!!

Thursday, February 18, 2010

rindu serindu2nya

wah, rindu serindu rindunya
asal balik umah je
rindu taekwondo
tp asal je balik uum malas nk training
patutnya mlm ni i training kul 8.30mlm smpai 11 mlm
hmmm rindu gilbert
rindu coach
rindu member TKD
rindu foyel
rindu gym
rindu padang

----statement my coach (kak yu)----
[eleh syikin kla duk umah rindu r nk training
kla ada uum ni mls
training mcm tait
kick slow mcm xmkn
uniform xpakai
org tendang sikit
"sakit kak yu"
pastu wat muke xpuas ati r..
kla sakit2 g main congkak]

hahaha..rindu kate2 tu
2 kate2 semangat
hmmm slalu sakit
sakit sakit sakit
slalu nagis dlm hati
knp korang traning slalu tendang aku kuat2
kla aku tendang kuat2 ada plak org buat muke
hmmm arif je phm org yg aku mksdkan 2
hahahaha

rindu korang semua
kakyu, kak iman, kak hayat, dila, ain, puti,nik, kak linda, justin, abg arif, abg awie, tan, kak wana, abg yan,
korang memg TerBaekkkkk
hahahaha
lg2 coach yg sengallll
buat lawak memanjang

 
















 

 












 

 

 












p/s..love u all..muah3

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Playgurl Terhormat?



 To Syed Adam Akiluddin

thanks you so much 4 calling me Playgurl Terhormat Lahanat
looks like u dont have the balls 2 say it 2 my face
which show how much Pathetic LOSER u re!
ko memg dasar BABI, BASTARD!!!

aku da byk kali malukn ko kt facebook,twitter
why degil sgt
weh loser, listen 2 me
skali ko da buat tait kt aku
aku xkn maafkan ko smpai bile2

maybe ko da xingat ape yg ko da buat kt aku
tp aku ingat smpai bile2
adam, sdrla yg hubugan kite da lame MATI

pls la ADAM, stop msg my bro
col my mum
stop k
jgn merayu lg
i had enough with u
enough is enough
pls stop bothering my life

 i HATE, i HATE
stop d drama
u hurting me
do u knw wut?
wht ur problem?
im not intresting in ur life
so dont step into mine
suke ati mak bapak akula
aku nk kuar gn mane2 laki ke
tukar2 laki ke
dis is not ur own busnes
i FUCKIN hate u
do u realize it?
eeiiiiii

ko slalu tny aku knp xblh trime ko lg
aku byk kali ckp yg ko Curang
no need 2 explain
ko pham x
n ko tny aku why i think dat way?
why?nk tahu sgt..
its not dat i think dat way
its  fact.
u re rite, i used 2 love u
but i no longer have any fellings toward u now
whether u think im hateful or dat i have changed.
whether im doing well or not
it has nothing 2 do with u
 i really like d way i am now
therefore u sudden  appearance is nothing
but a nightmare..
clear now?
good!!!

im sorry if i have 2 tell d world about dis..
well, guess what..
u make me do dis!!
i cannot take it anymore!!!!!
GOD PLEASE!!! arrrgghh

Sunday, February 14, 2010

my valentine

If there were no words,
no way to speak,
I would still hear you
If there were no tears,
no way to feel inside
I’d still feel for you
And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart, until the end of time
You’re all I need,
my love, my valentine
All of my life,
I have been waiting for,
all you give to me
You’ve opened my eyes,
and showed me how to love unselfishly
I’ve dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams I couldn’t love you more
I will give you my heart  until the end of time
You’re all I need,
my love, my valentine

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart, until the end of time
’cause all I need,
is you, my valentine
You’re all I need,
my love, my valentine


 ii

hari kekasih?



 14 feb??
hari kekasih?
wat d hell lol
terpangil unt conteng entry paling menyengal mlm ni
sgt sengal
buat pe nk pk
u ada pakwe ke syi?
hahahaha

apela nasib aku ni
xpenah celebrate ape itu namenya Hari kekasih
nikmatkah ia?

mesti couple2 kuar celebrate mlm ni
bahagianya diaorg
jelessss
knp hati ni xterbukak unt trime laki len
mungkin xdapat nk lupenya tttttuuuupp
hishhh2 da lupela kt dia
 cume hati ni ego sgt
pdn muke xdapat rase
hari kekasih
waawawa sedihnya

alangkah indahnya kla hari ni
ada laki yg lamar i jd awek dia
ciap blh g celebrate lg
wawawa

xpe kali ni kla sape2 lamar i,
i akn trime
xkn tolak lg
2 pn kla menepati citarasa la
wakakaka
syi syi syi
sengallllllll



Saturday, February 13, 2010

totally shit i tell u!!

u think im innocent???
well i AM u dumbass!
first of all....there's no such thing as a "nameless" profile on facebook
im not dat stupid to even believe that bullshit
second of all....ur TOTALLY trying to cover up for sumone
i told u once and im gonna tell u again
I FUCKIN HATE LIARS!
so dun u go all "i-don't-know-who-she-is" with me
and u noe what pisses me off da MOST?
is da fact dat u lied to me and doubted me at da 1st place
how could you??!!
ur like da closest guy friend i had and ur doubting me
and dat rumor is sooooooooo not true and sooooooooo not my style
i dun go and tell people bout lame and stupid things like dat rumor u mentioned
and i'm pissed off when u said "i'm pretty sure she's one of your friends"
when u said dat....dat indicates dat ur assuming/accusing me of saying all those bullshit stuff
u may have apologised....but im not dat kinda person who takes apologies easily
so don't expect me to be all nice to u
coz for me rite now...ur nothing but an ass
i don't hate you....but what you said to me was unacceptable

Friday, February 12, 2010

dear malissa dayana

dear Lisa


please do not force me to forgive him
u already noe the answer
NO means NO
even if u make him tell u da truth...he won't tell who da culprit is
i am stubborn...i dun care if its already a week
i can make it a month or more
its him dats making it worse
okay...maybe im making it worse too
but he's not being honest...i can't take that
it's just too painful to noe dat 1 of ur closest friend is lying to ur face and not telling da truth
i do miss the trio moments we had together back then
but those moments are not gonna happen anymore and u noe it
i noe ur tired of all of this...im tired too
im tired of bawling my eyes out & people asking me why im all moody
so please...don't force me into forgiving him
not until he's being honest...
 
 
heartless!!
 

Thursday, February 11, 2010

home sweet home..yyiihhaa

wawawawa
home sweet home
hepy bile da sampai terminal bus kuantan
suasana pg yg indah dr sintok
wawawa
hepy sgt
tp kepala still pening

CCM da dtg jemput
breakfuuuss yg sedap
hmm xnk balik UUM
bebas dr kls
bebas dr asgnmt
yg paling bebas dr training
hahaha
coach jgn marah ehh
lalalalala

da planing nk pi Gambang waterpark
mcm yg HOK (ismail ishak) bgtaw 2
beriala sgt nk tgk 
bunyi cam gempak
tp xleh nk ckp lagila
sb HOK 2 bukan blh pakai mane pn ckp dia
huhuhu
wawawa
going 2 sambung tito
ngantok pening
rindu seseorg
sekian

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

org ckp jgn ym, ym jgk..nah amik

Show Recent Messages (F3)

mD. HisHam: dear....
mD. HisHam: plz 4give me..
BUZZ!!!
syi: xda papela
mD. HisHam: i bce blog u td
mD. HisHam: huk2
mD. HisHam: jgn la bnci kt i smpi cm2
mD. HisHam:
mD. HisHam: im still luv u as my BFF
syi: no
syi: im not ur bff k
syi: fullstop
mD. HisHam: syi........
mD. HisHam: plzz..
mD. HisHam: i didnt 2 mke u hurt like dis
mD. HisHam: u r still my fren
mD. HisHam: my very2 best fren
mD. HisHam: i nvr 4get abt wat we hv share
mD. HisHam: wat we hv done
mD. HisHam: i nvr 4get it..
mD. HisHam: i syg u..
syi: kelakar
syi: enough okkkkk
mD. HisHam: plzz
syi: u nk i publish ke ape yg u ym ni?
mD. HisHam: im srius now
mD. HisHam: its up 2 u
mD. HisHam: dis is juz a msg dat i gave 2 u
mD. HisHam: i juz xnk gado2
mD. HisHam: i nk u jd BFF i
syi: eehhh
syi: u phm x
syi: i xkn kwn gn org da wat tait kt i
syi: u jnji nk buat i hepy jekan
syi: tp x
mD. HisHam: hmmm
syi: sedih r buat kwn mcm 2
syi: pe r
syi: da r
syi: mls r nk pk
mD. HisHam: i know i've some badthngs 2 u
syi: let it be
mD. HisHam: syi...
mD. HisHam: cm2 laa
syi: da i nk g kls
syi: stop bothering me
mD. HisHam: i dh hlg org yg i syg
mD. HisHam: now i hlg kwn yg i syg
syi: im not in d mood
syi: enough kkkkkkkkkkkkkk
mD. HisHam: hmmm
mD. HisHam: hope u 4give me
mD. HisHam: its d happiest thng 4 me if u 4give me
mD. HisHam: u r still my bff
syi: shaadddapppp
mD. HisHam: im sory...
mD. HisHam: im so sory...
mD. HisHam: syi...................
mD. HisHam: plz 4give me
mD. HisHam:
Last message received on 10/02 at 13:10
BUZZ!!!

Gone..for good!!

 
heartless bcoz of my BFF
 
 you're no longer here
you're gone for good this time
i won't see you anymore
i won't be able to see that scruffy hair of yours anymore
i won't be able to see your "model-wannabe-walk" anymore
i won't be able to see that cuttie face of yours anymore
i won't be able to see the webcam of yours anymore
i won't be able to see that ignorant expression you give me all the time anymore
you'll never know how much you mean to me
you'll never know how much i like you despite what my friends say about you
you'll never know how much i will miss the times when you're being funny
you'll never know how much it hurts me to see you being like this
you are my friend...my crush...
i wish nothing but happiness for you
i hope you do realize how much me and the others care for you


i'll be missing you....tttuuutttt

scandal lg??

 hahaha
sape suh ejek aku
sape suh ngnjing aku
sape suh perli aku
sape suh mgata aku
wahahaha
amik ko da tbongkar rahsiamu

perhatian dunia
azril arfien atau name manjenya afin, edy, boy, vavi
punyai kekasih gelap
kesian kekasihnya kak iqa
hahaha

amik ko fin
kate katku ngat
hahaha

budussssssssss
knp perlu nk keneng2kn aku gn adam lg ni
adooiii bikin panasla lu fin
bikin malu
bikin filem lg bagus
let gone by gone la
hahaahaha
aku xda nafsu unt laki lg buat mase skung
impact TH bg kt aku besar gile kot
hahaha

pesanan
len kali hati2 nk malukan aku
see ape yg aku da buat
pdn muke
wakaka

 
ni bukan kwn dia..
ni scandal dia
tengku noranis..
hahaha
pity u iqa

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

remind me 2 sum1 dat i love..

OMG
why tibe2 i ingat kt arwah
hmm tibe2
why???
pls syi
i dont want 2 make d same mistake again..
what should i do to make me feel better?
i'm not strong enough to pretend to be what i am now
setiap hari rindu dia

why??

THIS IS SO UNFAIR!!!..

why me sgt rindu kamu??
ya tuhan, 
huhuhu
sal gn i ni
jiwang gile kot entry mlm ni
wwwoohooo
corfirm if my bro bace dia mgjing babas r..
huhuhu
cant wait until 2morow
me going 2 back home
kuantan, wait 4 me

ceeehhceceehhh
" i want nobody2 but u
how can i be with another
i dont want any other
i want nobody but u"

hahaha
teringat gile if dgr lagu ni
currently me listening 2 dis song
wwahahaha..
rindu wwoo
ingat wwooo
but syi must be strong lol 
klik dis link n nikmati lagu ni
lagu ni remind me 2 sum1 dat i love
tiap2 mlm nynyikan lagu ni unt dia
hahaha