Wednesday, April 28, 2010

sory sory sory

sory sory sory sory
bape byk sory da
ngeeeee...lame gile i xupdate blog ni
bukan mls tp xda mase je...
buzi semenjak balik tournement dr UMS ari 2 langsung2 xbukak blog ni
huhuhu..sgt2 buzi ngn rutin harian
ni da bulan peperiksaan
da nk abes pn exam i ni
4hb akn menutupi tirai i sebagai student semester 4
yeeeahhh congrats 2 me faster
hehehehehe

hhhhhuuuhhhhhhh (keluhan pnjang nmpak)
hehehee...penat wwooo setiap ari training
i da mcm keja buruh kasar da
stiap ptg blh dikatakan
semenjak exam ni kurang sikit training tp tertakluk kpd terma&syarat (jadual exam)

sob, sob sob
sedih woooo
awat??
nggeeeee nk tahu ekkk
yela sdhla sb coach guna picture i kt portal nk buat kad atlet nt MASUM
hmmm kla dak UUM tawla mcm ne pic kt portal 2
hmmmm dgn dipakse memakai tudung lg mse sem 1
muke hingusan+selenga je beb
hukhukhuk
ni gara2 i balik ke kuantan selama 2 hari
sb 2 xsempat nk bg pic i kt dia
i bukan mls training tp blik umah
amik camera n yg plg pnting my sis (kak ina blik dr uk)
bkn sng nk jmp, my sis bkn blik bulan2, da 8buln xblik
yeeahhh rindu yg amat
dan tujuan yg utama i balik adalah......
jeng jeng jeng
seperti biasa mgumpulkan zakat fitrah unt diri i
huhuhu
pe lg balik paw duitla
da byk benda kt dlm kepala ni nk beli
bertuah betuila
anak sapo ni...kikikikik
tp xpe
i berkhidmat unt UUM, hny mengikut arahan phk atasan
coach i adalah yg terbaik
ngeeee

esok exam paper en.zaim
i arap paper ni i akan dpt A
yeeeaahhh
wisshhh me luck

da xtaw nk tulis pe xda ide time ni..mybe esok pas exam update lg blog ni
huhuhu
adiossssss!!!

Friday, March 5, 2010

forgetting

someone request me to forget everything about you
he told me to lie to you that i hate you. 
he asked me to leave you.
i know i love you i know i like you. 
but sometimes things cant go the way tht you wanted.
i realy wanted to be with you but i cant. im not a good person.
i dont want u to be worst cause of me.
im sorry.
i'll delete every single memories about you,
every texts tht you texts me,
your number,
your sweet talk,
everything. included the way you care about me
 i dont want this to happen but this the only way to make you move on
 i dont want you to love me anymore.
i dont want anything from you anymore.
i dont deserve anything from you.
well, i just thot i could forget about you but i see theres something i just cant do.
from the way you hold me to the sweet things you told me.
im sorry im doing this.
  IMS SORRYY! 
take care always,
i'll try to forget you.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

xabes-abes

xpayahla nk bukak cite lame
kla awk nk kwn gn kwn2 sy dipersilakan

ayat yg xblh bla
dia msg i thru fb
4 ur information, i xpenah bukak cite lame kite
xpenah nk cite pasal hal kite
pasal kenangan kite
pasal kite gaduh ke
pasal keburukan u
xpenah sama sekali
xakan sama sekali
never, never, never

4 ur info jgk
ur fren add me thru FB
n i coment status dia 2 say TQ coz adding me n keep in touch
n she reply
we'll keep in touch dear..
coz i think i know sum1 dat u know as well..
nice havin u here in my fb..
i tny dia balik
wut do u mean?
n she reply again
tttuuupp (bukan name sbnar) is my exschool mate..
we r in the same primary sch..
sori if u dun really like to hear that.
hmmm i tny dia balik
how come do u knw
lol chill la
sb i rase xda pape pn..relex sudala
sB 2 i reply mcm 2

n she reply again n again
haha..
ur bro add me ysterday..
saw that on his wall..
sori babe..
im not stalkin u o wutsoeva..... See More
=P
i tny dia lg
oo really...but mcm ne u tahu i ex ttuuuppp??dia ckp ehh..huuhu..dont wory, if u nk ckp u awek baru dia, its ok, i wont 2 demolish dis lovely couple like urs
n she reply
hahaha..
me n him..?
no way babe..!
we r close frens since zaman ingus mleleh2 lg..
n im attached to sum1 else obviously..
hmmm 2 adalah bukti yg i xckp pape pn kt ur fren bout us
coz nothing between us
bout kenangan kite
let it be!!!!!

to ttuuupp i arap u suda2la pk buruk2 pasal i
dr kite couple sampai skung
xabes2
yup
i mgaku yg i org jahat dlm hubungan kite
n i hope u 4give me
n i knw KARMA come 2 pay me back
dont worry
wut we give n we get back
same goes like us
so chill suda
im sorry if i have 2 tell d world about dis..
well, guess what..
u make me do dis!!
i cannot take it anymore!!!!!
OMG

where are you now?

 Where are you now ?
When I need you the most.
Why don't you take my hand .
I want to be close.
Take my hand and walk with me,
When nothing is going right.
I can't see the light.
So take my hand and walk with me,
show me what to be.
I need you to set me free.
Now that I'm half grown.
Why are we far apart?
I feel all alone.
i really miss u my TH

Monday, March 1, 2010

Instead of Dont forget...why not just forget

okay, so i've been crushing on this guy for months already i guess
lets juz refer him as GENDUT
maybe its time for me to forget bout the guy
he's not worth it anyway
he takes me for granted despite him knowing that i like him
he's a total douchebag...
piya likes to call him monkey :p
people keep telling me i deserve someone better than him
even Merot's bf said so
one of my friends said i'm not suitable for him coz i'm da EXTROVERT type
and Gendut's the slow type
but 4 me imposibble i fall in love wit him
coz in my heart juz ada name TH
so Syi....you should totally forget bout him
he may be good-looking n funny...but he's not the one
i know one day my Romeo will come
i just have to wait...

officially missing u

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I’m officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially

All I do is lay around
Two ears full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all
I don’t know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say
That I’m officially missing you

Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way
To let go of you

Friday, February 19, 2010

haters

 so....i just found out that someone hates me so much
and wanna know what the reason was? 
it was because i hang out a lot with guys...pfft
that girl hates me coz i hang out with guys...WTH???
if you haven't noticed yet....it's called SOCIALIZING
she's just jealous coz i hang out a lot with her crushes...LOL
the more she hates me...the more i become strongers
and....he's trying to influence others to hate me too
ain't gonna work coz like miera quote 
"don't worry syi, you have bigger influence than she does"
take THAT!
if you're jealous coz i attract more guys than you do...
then that's your problem
you don't have to drag other people to hate me
just becoz of your childish behaviour
 
GROW UP~!!!

Thursday, February 18, 2010

rindu serindu2nya

wah, rindu serindu rindunya
asal balik umah je
rindu taekwondo
tp asal je balik uum malas nk training
patutnya mlm ni i training kul 8.30mlm smpai 11 mlm
hmmm rindu gilbert
rindu coach
rindu member TKD
rindu foyel
rindu gym
rindu padang

----statement my coach (kak yu)----
[eleh syikin kla duk umah rindu r nk training
kla ada uum ni mls
training mcm tait
kick slow mcm xmkn
uniform xpakai
org tendang sikit
"sakit kak yu"
pastu wat muke xpuas ati r..
kla sakit2 g main congkak]

hahaha..rindu kate2 tu
2 kate2 semangat
hmmm slalu sakit
sakit sakit sakit
slalu nagis dlm hati
knp korang traning slalu tendang aku kuat2
kla aku tendang kuat2 ada plak org buat muke
hmmm arif je phm org yg aku mksdkan 2
hahahaha

rindu korang semua
kakyu, kak iman, kak hayat, dila, ain, puti,nik, kak linda, justin, abg arif, abg awie, tan, kak wana, abg yan,
korang memg TerBaekkkkk
hahahaha
lg2 coach yg sengallll
buat lawak memanjang

 
















 

 












 

 

 












p/s..love u all..muah3

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Playgurl Terhormat?



 To Syed Adam Akiluddin

thanks you so much 4 calling me Playgurl Terhormat Lahanat
looks like u dont have the balls 2 say it 2 my face
which show how much Pathetic LOSER u re!
ko memg dasar BABI, BASTARD!!!

aku da byk kali malukn ko kt facebook,twitter
why degil sgt
weh loser, listen 2 me
skali ko da buat tait kt aku
aku xkn maafkan ko smpai bile2

maybe ko da xingat ape yg ko da buat kt aku
tp aku ingat smpai bile2
adam, sdrla yg hubugan kite da lame MATI

pls la ADAM, stop msg my bro
col my mum
stop k
jgn merayu lg
i had enough with u
enough is enough
pls stop bothering my life

 i HATE, i HATE
stop d drama
u hurting me
do u knw wut?
wht ur problem?
im not intresting in ur life
so dont step into mine
suke ati mak bapak akula
aku nk kuar gn mane2 laki ke
tukar2 laki ke
dis is not ur own busnes
i FUCKIN hate u
do u realize it?
eeiiiiii

ko slalu tny aku knp xblh trime ko lg
aku byk kali ckp yg ko Curang
no need 2 explain
ko pham x
n ko tny aku why i think dat way?
why?nk tahu sgt..
its not dat i think dat way
its  fact.
u re rite, i used 2 love u
but i no longer have any fellings toward u now
whether u think im hateful or dat i have changed.
whether im doing well or not
it has nothing 2 do with u
 i really like d way i am now
therefore u sudden  appearance is nothing
but a nightmare..
clear now?
good!!!

im sorry if i have 2 tell d world about dis..
well, guess what..
u make me do dis!!
i cannot take it anymore!!!!!
GOD PLEASE!!! arrrgghh

Sunday, February 14, 2010

my valentine

If there were no words,
no way to speak,
I would still hear you
If there were no tears,
no way to feel inside
I’d still feel for you
And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart, until the end of time
You’re all I need,
my love, my valentine
All of my life,
I have been waiting for,
all you give to me
You’ve opened my eyes,
and showed me how to love unselfishly
I’ve dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams I couldn’t love you more
I will give you my heart  until the end of time
You’re all I need,
my love, my valentine

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart, until the end of time
’cause all I need,
is you, my valentine
You’re all I need,
my love, my valentine


 ii

hari kekasih?



 14 feb??
hari kekasih?
wat d hell lol
terpangil unt conteng entry paling menyengal mlm ni
sgt sengal
buat pe nk pk
u ada pakwe ke syi?
hahahaha

apela nasib aku ni
xpenah celebrate ape itu namenya Hari kekasih
nikmatkah ia?

mesti couple2 kuar celebrate mlm ni
bahagianya diaorg
jelessss
knp hati ni xterbukak unt trime laki len
mungkin xdapat nk lupenya tttttuuuupp
hishhh2 da lupela kt dia
 cume hati ni ego sgt
pdn muke xdapat rase
hari kekasih
waawawa sedihnya

alangkah indahnya kla hari ni
ada laki yg lamar i jd awek dia
ciap blh g celebrate lg
wawawa

xpe kali ni kla sape2 lamar i,
i akn trime
xkn tolak lg
2 pn kla menepati citarasa la
wakakaka
syi syi syi
sengallllllll



Saturday, February 13, 2010

totally shit i tell u!!

u think im innocent???
well i AM u dumbass!
first of all....there's no such thing as a "nameless" profile on facebook
im not dat stupid to even believe that bullshit
second of all....ur TOTALLY trying to cover up for sumone
i told u once and im gonna tell u again
I FUCKIN HATE LIARS!
so dun u go all "i-don't-know-who-she-is" with me
and u noe what pisses me off da MOST?
is da fact dat u lied to me and doubted me at da 1st place
how could you??!!
ur like da closest guy friend i had and ur doubting me
and dat rumor is sooooooooo not true and sooooooooo not my style
i dun go and tell people bout lame and stupid things like dat rumor u mentioned
and i'm pissed off when u said "i'm pretty sure she's one of your friends"
when u said dat....dat indicates dat ur assuming/accusing me of saying all those bullshit stuff
u may have apologised....but im not dat kinda person who takes apologies easily
so don't expect me to be all nice to u
coz for me rite now...ur nothing but an ass
i don't hate you....but what you said to me was unacceptable