dear malissa dayana

dear Lisa

please do not force me to forgive him
u already noe the answer

NO means NO

even if u make him tell u da truth...he won't tell who da culprit is
i am stubborn...i dun care if its already a week
i can make it a month or more
its him dats making it worse
okay...maybe im making it worse too
but he's not being honest...i can't take that
it's just too painful to noe dat 1 of ur closest friend is lying to ur face and not telling da truth
i do miss the trio moments we had together back then
but those moments are not gonna happen anymore and u noe it
i noe ur tired of all of this...im tired too
im tired of bawling my eyes out & people asking me why im all moody
so please...don't force me into forgiving him
not until he's being honest...

 

 

heartless!!

 

home sweet home..yyiihhaa

wawawawa

home sweet home

hepy bile da sampai terminal bus kuantan

suasana pg yg indah dr sintok

wawawa

hepy sgt

tp kepala still pening

CCM da dtg jemput

breakfuuuss yg sedap

hmm xnk balik UUM

bebas dr kls

bebas dr asgnmt

yg paling bebas dr training

hahaha

coach jgn marah ehh

lalalalala

da planing nk pi Gambang waterpark

mcm yg HOK (ismail ishak) bgtaw 2

beriala sgt nk tgk 

bunyi cam gempak

tp xleh nk ckp lagila

sb HOK 2 bukan blh pakai mane pn ckp dia

huhuhu

wawawa

going 2 sambung tito

ngantok pening

rindu seseorg

sekian

org ckp jgn ym, ym jgk..nah amik

Show Recent Messages (F3)

mD. HisHam: dear....

mD. HisHam: plz 4give me..

BUZZ!!!

syi: xda papela

mD. HisHam: i bce blog u td

mD. HisHam: huk2

mD. HisHam: jgn la bnci kt i smpi cm2

mD. HisHam:

mD. HisHam: im still luv u as my BFF

syi: no

syi: im not ur bff k

syi: fullstop

mD. HisHam: syi........

mD. HisHam: plzz..

mD. HisHam: i didnt 2 mke u hurt like dis

mD. HisHam: u r still my fren

mD. HisHam: my very2 best fren

mD. HisHam: i nvr 4get abt wat we hv share

mD. HisHam: wat we hv done

mD. HisHam: i nvr 4get it..

mD. HisHam: i syg u..

syi: kelakar

syi: enough okkkkk

mD. HisHam: plzz

syi: u nk i publish ke ape yg u ym ni?

mD. HisHam: im srius now

mD. HisHam: its up 2 u

mD. HisHam: dis is juz a msg dat i gave 2 u

mD. HisHam: i juz xnk gado2

mD. HisHam: i nk u jd BFF i

syi: eehhh

syi: u phm x

syi: i xkn kwn gn org da wat tait kt i

syi: u jnji nk buat i hepy jekan

syi: tp x

mD. HisHam: hmmm

syi: sedih r buat kwn mcm 2

syi: pe r

syi: da r

syi: mls r nk pk

mD. HisHam: i know i've some badthngs 2 u

syi: let it be

mD. HisHam: syi...

mD. HisHam: cm2 laa

syi: da i nk g kls

syi: stop bothering me

mD. HisHam: i dh hlg org yg i syg

mD. HisHam: now i hlg kwn yg i syg

syi: im not in d mood

syi: enough kkkkkkkkkkkkkk

mD. HisHam: hmmm

mD. HisHam: hope u 4give me

mD. HisHam: its d happiest thng 4 me if u 4give me

mD. HisHam: u r still my bff

syi: shaadddapppp

mD. HisHam: im sory...

mD. HisHam: im so sory...

mD. HisHam: syi...................

mD. HisHam: plz 4give me

mD. HisHam:

Last message received on 10/02 at 13:10

BUZZ!!!

Gone..for good!!

 

heartless bcoz of my BFF

 

 you're no longer here

you're gone for good this time
i won't see you anymore
i won't be able to see that scruffy hair of yours anymore
i won't be able to see your "model-wannabe-walk" anymore
i won't be able to see that cuttie face of yours anymore

i won't be able to see the webcam of yours anymore
i won't be able to see that ignorant expression you give me all the time anymore
you'll never know how much you mean to me
you'll never know how much i like you despite what my friends say about you
you'll never know how much i will miss the times when you're being funny
you'll never know how much it hurts me to see you being like this
you are my friend...my crush...
i wish nothing but happiness for you
i hope you do realize how much me and the others care for you


i'll be missing you....tttuuutttt

scandal lg??

 hahaha

sape suh ejek aku

sape suh ngnjing aku

sape suh perli aku

sape suh mgata aku

wahahaha

amik ko da tbongkar rahsiamu

perhatian dunia

azril arfien atau name manjenya afin, edy, boy, vavi

punyai kekasih gelap

kesian kekasihnya kak iqa

hahaha

amik ko fin

kate katku ngat

hahaha

budussssssssss

knp perlu nk keneng2kn aku gn adam lg ni

adooiii bikin panasla lu fin

bikin malu

bikin filem lg bagus

let gone by gone la

hahaahaha

aku xda nafsu unt laki lg buat mase skung

impact TH bg kt aku besar gile kot

hahaha

pesanan

len kali hati2 nk malukan aku

see ape yg aku da buat

pdn muke

wakaka

 

ni bukan kwn dia..

ni scandal dia

tengku noranis..

hahaha

pity u iqa

remind me 2 sum1 dat i love..

OMG

why tibe2 i ingat kt arwah

hmm tibe2

why???

pls syi

i dont want 2 make d same mistake again..

what should i do to make me feel better?

i'm not strong enough to pretend to be what i am now

setiap hari rindu dia

why??

THIS IS SO UNFAIR!!!..

why me sgt rindu kamu??

ya tuhan, 

huhuhu

sal gn i ni

jiwang gile kot entry mlm ni

wwwoohooo

corfirm if my bro bace dia mgjing babas r..

huhuhu

cant wait until 2morow

me going 2 back home

kuantan, wait 4 me

ceeehhceceehhh

" i want nobody2 but u

how can i be with another

i dont want any other

i want nobody but u"

hahaha

teringat gile if dgr lagu ni

currently me listening 2 dis song

wwahahaha..

rindu wwoo

ingat wwooo

but syi must be strong lol 

klik dis link n nikmati lagu ni

lagu ni remind me 2 sum1 dat i love

tiap2 mlm nynyikan lagu ni unt dia

hahaha

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lCwNt3DQtGg 

bengang+sedih

nonsense!!!idiot!!!stupid!!

i tot u re my BFF

 but smpai hati delete my post

if anybody else yg buat mcm 2 fine 2 me

but u..

sory 2 say

sedih

i wanna cry out louddddddddd

why??

be4 dis dat statement biase je kite post kt wall ant 1 same len

but why dis time u delete dat post

aku tahu ko takut EX gf  ko bacekn

u said u dont care bout her

in fact in deeply our heart

u still love her

dont try 2 tipu me

u knoe me well rite

i fucking hate Liars

clear!!

if u nk dia sgt g merayu kt dia

just stick wit her

i dont care at all ok!!

kla takut sgt ur EX jeles sgt gn i

kepada Nurul ttttttttttuuup (ur ex)

nothing between me n sham

kami adalah kwn yg sgt baik

kwn dlm susah dan senang

we share everything

so stop jelesiiiiiiiiiiiiiii wit me

2 hisham ramli, 

from d on now

i xkn pedulik kt u lg

no more msg

no more calling

i akn anggap u mcm kwn i yg len

no more BFF!!!

dat why i da delete ur pic kt album kwn2 yg i sayangi

maybe i hate u already

how dare u u hurt me

u promise me 2 make me hepy

but u hurt me wit ur !@#$!!****

i hate u!!

 

hate u damn much

u re not my BFF anymore

Baby are u down, down, down, down, down

so i've been down lately

yes....i was being moody for like a few days

and paen noticed it

and then he told iqa & fina bout it

and now everyone's worried bout me :S

some say i'm down because of this...the others say it's because of that

hmm....dunno....i guess i am down bout something

the other day i was feeling a bit hyperactive

now i'm down again

i feel like crying my eyes out

i need someone to hug me now

i need paen rite now because he's always there for me

the thing that HE said to me the other night

it was really nothing...but it felt like a bitch slap to me

i cried bout it...while listening to Hannah Montana's Don't Wanna Be Torn

i don't know when i'm gonna be okay again

people think i'm already fine and i'm not down anymore

but the truth is....i'm STILL down

kejadahnya ni!!!

ngantok, bosan, boring, ngok ngek, ting tong, kosng, empty, infinity, loser, suck

hny dgn kate2 ni blh gmbarkn betapa boringnya aku

kt kls td..

seharian suntuk mgadap slide

mgadap lect

mgadap kwn2 yg sengal

mgadap classmate yg poyosss

ape pandang2, sepak kung bawu tahu!!

hish ngntok..seriusshit aku pegi kls full hari ni..

xda ponteng 1 kls pn

xtipu..sumpah..

hahaha

tahniah unt diri aku sendiri

maybe pasni kena bg reward kt diri sendiri

sb da bjaya buang sikap mls 2

wakakaka

mata da tutp rapat tp ttarik gn msg ala2 FaceBooking lia

wakakaka

masuk line jerus join

2 jela keje

g kls pn bukan concntrte kt lect 

tp duk main fboking kt blakang

wakakaka

hishh

agak2 r

result tetap gempak beb

wwuuhhuu

bangga gn diri sendiri

wweeekkk 

nk muntah

 

 facebooking ala kuliah..wakaka

kelas kak aily lak duk merepek gn *lan'nun* 

refer 2 limi+enun=psgn suami isteri

why he col me Hajah??

alwaz like dat!!

hajah syi?

hajah asyikin??

hahaha

belum g haji da pangil aku hajah

sb sebelum ni xpenah pakai tudung

finally pakai jgk..pegi kls jela..

xpenah miss pakai tudung

love tudung so much

muaahh3

obses

pegi mane2 mesti nk beli tudung

wakakaka

pegi kls td..huhuhu

histeria

"knock knock"

bile bukak pin2 xda org

OMG, aku mimpi lg upenya

mlm td xdapat tido sb asyik teringat2 pasal histeria

al-fatihah unt student yg meninggal sb histeria 2

mintak tuhan jauhkanla aku dr semua 2

junior aku 2 beb yg meningal 2

juniorla sb dia sem 2..wakakaka

cian dia kena histeria

mgikut cite saksi yg nampak kejadian 2

bdk 2 kena histeria

pas2 dia lari2 kt selekoh ke gate utama kachi

n terjun bukit yg agak tinggi r

saksi xsempat nk halang dia da terjun

1st percubaan dia selamat sb ada org tolong bawak naik ats

pas2 tibe2 dia lari lg ke bukit 2 n terjun lg skali

xleh nk kate ape da

percubaan ke2 myebabkan dia meningal

hmmm aku agak memg dia kena rasutan yg mghasut dia

supaya dia terjun bukit 2

hmmm mcm kes yg bunuh bapa, nenek semua 2

diorg yg bunuh 2 sbnarnya xsedar pn ape yg diaorg buat

hmmm mcm2 trick ilmu hitam skung ni

nk myesatkan lg manusia

mintak dijauhi

skung ni ada jgk student yg umah dekat2 ni nk pindah balik umh depa da

mcm xselamat je uum ni

hmm kla da nk jd kt mane2 pn jd dow

wakakaka

harap mlm esok tido ku lena..

huhuhu

cinta baru

squash??

ala pandai ke ko main??

pndai2 xpndaila..kla nk lwn 2 leh r

(lea bajek expert dow)

aku myahut cabaran kwnku 2..hahaha

hahaha..turunla aku ptg td main benda 2..

xpenah2 main..

skali je main gn anaz awl sem ari 2 pas2 da xmain2 da

main kejap da penat

baruku tahu benda 2 sgt memenatkan..mcm ne la nicole david 2 leh main benda ni

wakakaka

penat gile

tp best

maybe kla training hari2 mesti aku expert

hahaha

esok mcm nk main lg.

da jatuh hati gn benda 2

huhuhu

 

  

gaya bajek teror je..hahhaa

aku tahu sape ko!!

Ya Tuhanku

perkataan ptama yg kuar dr mulut aku

bile dgr pasal si lahanat 2

hmmm td aku chatla with some1 yg dikatakn oleh lahanat 2

yg dia sgt baik gn org 2

tp aku tny bdk 2 dia ckp xrapat pn kwn gn lahanat 2

hmmm pelik

ape motif lahanat  ckp mcm 2 kt aku

hahahaa

hmmm nk bajek starla ko ehhh

sepandai2 tupai mlompat akhirnya jatuh ketanah jua..

hahaha

pepetah sekolah 2

bajek, poyoss, belagak

itu adalah personaliti lahanat 2

hmmm da2 la gngu aku

aku meluat tgk muke ko, dgr suare ko

sb ko jgk aku da xbaik gn slah sorg kwn taekwondo aku

knp perlu nk pisahkan gelaran kwn 2 ant aku gn ttttuuuppp

hahaha ada sensor plak

hmmm xpela aku xkisahla

lgpn dia kwn gn ttuuuppp lbh lamekn

sakit ati bile lahanat 2 nk halang aku kwn gn semua laki

ello..aku bkn awek, gf, beby, boo, mama,mumy syg, bunny ko k..

hahaha

jgn konkong hidup aku

sb aku bukan adik2 ko

so lahanat..aku benci ko

biar dunia tahu yg aku benci ko!!!

middle finger up!!

 

  

  

dis is lahanat yg dimaksudkan. lelong3